A lot has been on, my thoughts are off in a zone. Contemplating on things such as my personal goals where do I want to go, how to expand, when can I go back school, and then of course friends and relationships. Don’t we all want what is best for ourselves and then where do go?? Life is full of mystery and yet everything is right there full on its plate.
Pre-Pride Celebrations at Northbound Leather Store!
I have been fairly lucky that I have phenomenal friends in each of the Lifestyle, Nudist and Fetish community. Over the past weekend, I have been able to enjoy the poolside with Dr. B(We have fabulous conversations and I appreciate his insights on many different levels.), party at the Lifestyle B&B(Catching up with some friends that I haven’t seen in months and even shared some juicy details with a fellow unicorn!), enjoy my lifestyle couple waterfront property(along with their cats and new puppy), and even a BBQ & movies with my female dominant friends for the day.
Kiss My feet, Kiss My ass…
My relationship status was complicated. Not easy to balance the D/s and an actual relationship. The power dynamics, needs of a relationship are completely different on both sides, and a whole lot of effort-mental and physical process. It can be a challenge as it was a bit of a long distance and not a local relationship, the balance of vanilla settings, fetish events, work, and then “play time”. All in the matter of having everything per visit is a challenge. Obviously, I have been involved in relationships that were part of the lifestyle, nudist and even vanilla/regular/ jock relationships. Each have their own complications but if one happens to be with me, one must understand who I am, what I do, and most of all at the end of the day, my heart only goes to one person. Am I really looking for love? Someone is in my thoughts but that is whole story on its own….
I received this comment on my post ( http://mskittyintoronto.com/2012/05/01/bat-mann-came-to-the-rescue/ ) and it certainly inspired me to write about this comment:
“So i am guessing you’re one those girls thinks guys who are average or smaller are not good ( or “not men”) while the guys that are hung are “real men” and great etc etc.” (The author didn’t leave his name but I certainly checked out his blog. Apparently, a comedian of some sort and posts jokes.)
My first reaction, I laughed. I got my first “hate mail” or is it rather “hate (well-endowed) male” ?? Then I thought, am I going to approve of this comment and have a trail of hate?? Nah, that’s too easy! After that, all I could think it’s something that my past ex would say those exact words to me, in my face. I had a dream about him, thanks to my “hate mail/male” LOL. Now I really have to write about this comment!!
What do I really think about this comment?? (as I said with a grinning smile and giggles) Sure, thanks for recognize that I like a fairly decent (above average) size of cock especially if it fits ME right and knowing that I can appreciate a nice cock. Perhaps I like big cocks? Meanwhile, it’s OK to say “nice tits”, “hot ass”, “great booty”, ”look at those legs” and anything else to females all the time but if a girl likes a cock, it seems to be a shot down to a male’s ego. OUCH, just a little OUCH to the ego.
I reread my post a few times, I don’t think I shot down anyone else’s ego. I could go on a ramble about what is considered to be a “Real Man” . Not a big fan about writing about ego, it’s as annoying even to experience it. Movin’ on and I am still smilin’!
“We are constantly protecting the male ego, and it’s a disservice to men. If a man has any sensitivity or intelligence, he wants to get the straight scoop from his girlfriend.” Betty Dodson