Rain, a familiar weather pattern, my prior home in Beautiful British Columbia. The flooding that caused a complete mayhem to Toronto’s awful TTC subways that I often curse about. The sound of the sky rumbles upon the earth is like how my emotions stir. Isn’t it the perfect weather to get all intimate with your love one, cozy up in bed, fireplace, movies, and any other excuse to have your bodies side by side??
My emotions ran wild as it got intertwined with the book 1Q84 by Hakuri Murakami. It is a rather big book, over 900 pages but has trilogies go, first book was slow and took me about 4 months to read off and on and then it took me a week to read the remaining novel. This novel (I waited 2 years to translate) completely tops Wind Up Bird Chronicle. I am horrible how to describe his style of writing but it’s a little sci-fi mixed with reality. Murakami has a way of writing in different dimensions and your mind is fully consumed with book until you finish reading it.
OK, back to my own personal emotions. Something that I am figuring out myself. How long do I stay mad at someone for punishment? How much do I care about this person? Do they even reciprocate this back to me? Do I just step back and need to figure out what is currently important to me at this time? Can I forgive and “turn the page”? Not looking for suggestions and I just want to re-direct my energy else where at the moment.
The sounds of thunder also reminds me of my fond memories of ”Spongy”. It struck my mind as I am writing this post! One stormy night back at my other apartment with floor to ceiling windows, lightning spread across the panoramic view. It was amazing, hot, much so it reflected the way we were having raunchy sex with this view. He’s not in the picture no more but often if I think back the times that we shared it was quite the masturbation material.
Well, my night is about to start. About to head out the door for the night. Have some raunchy sex for me and girls, make sure you cum/female ejaculate first! The weather doesn’t help with Oasis Aqualounge ”Surf’s Up” theme but perhaps they will bring the sunshine into the club.